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Remember one thing always — that there is no cause to be anxious in life, and all causes are just excuses. If you decide not to be anxious, then nothing will make you anxious; there is nothing worth it. Life is such a fleeting phenomenon that is going to disappear one day. Why be bothered too much about it? We are only here for so few days. Just play the game and remain aloof. If one can remain a witness, aloof, distant from things, then anxiety is not possible. Anxiety comes into existence only when we become identified with small things. And they all pass.
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| — | Osho (via nirvikalpa) |
recap of the day
6:30 am -letter to mom
7:30 - teach 5 year olds korean fan dance
10:00 am -indian dentist, little turrqoise room with sliding door, me gripping hands
10:45 am - news that Yassin our driver has died
11:15 am - take rickshaw back on dirt road through market to school
12:00- Light rain
12:40 pm -Thunder storm
12:44 pm- kids go over dance then leave,
robert and i listen to sigur ros, watch the rain and i rest my feet above my head
1:20 pm - meeting in assembly hall, moment of silence/prayer for yassin, words in hindi i couldnt get
2:00 -Taking bus with 4 kids per seat and all teachers in aisle, there must have been 60 of us on a twenty person bus- but hey thats the india car packing way
2:30 pm -yassins body in center of market as a sort of demonstration to get police to go after those who had caused his heart attack, i stayed on the outside of the circle, i just didnt really want to see a lifeless body, and didnt think it was my place to rush in, as the women with wet eyes who knew him did
2:50pm -my little feet covered in mud rushing to car. hand held by Nisha mam, trying to keep face covered by scarf so I’d fit in more, as i’m not registered in the village. slightly worked- very slightly
3;00 -back at school. didn’t i just wake up?
4:00 emails
5:00 roti, rice, vegetable curries
6:00 writing astrology symbols in sanskrit to practice while watching eat.pray.love.
i love nothing more than to watch a film that parallels my own life
7:00 pm meeting with teacher, doesnt show up.
7:49 pm CURRENT time, on tumblr….
going to go walk through the dark night, pass some tiny frogs and a few geckos, hope i dont run into my snake friend. do some yoga maayybbee, read some murakami, and then dream some vivid dreams.
good night good life, i love you, even with your strange surreal happenings
